Sunday, May 28, 2006
i'm confused. mayb wad chris said was rite.. hw???
i tink i sumhw lyk her mre than her.. tads y my reaction was lyk so goddam bigg.. n i'm act feeling kinda relli depressed aft wad she said to me okies?? chris, y owaes situation cums when u r not online??? if i dun lyk her tad much i wun feel tad freakin saded rites?? but she doesnt noe n doesnt console me.. tad makes me mre sad.. n e another 1 she nv reply n blahs. i gt a lil upset but kinda 4gts abt it.. n dun feel tad relli heartache.. omgs.wths wrong wif me lahs.. freak.. asshole lahs.. crapp.. hw ahs?????????? omg.i'm so freakin dead le lahs.. mayb wad chris said was rite lohs.. i bgin to start tinking. n started to gt confused..... i nd to tok to sum1!!! can u all pls cum online??????? pet, chris, yanyi, lynette, hueva lahs.. haiz... **sobbs** i duno i dunno i dunno.. i'm so confusedd..
i relli cant study mahs.. i did tried ok.. i sat there n studdy... but nth gets into my head.. i relli did try n study. but seems tad i relli 4gt evryting.. i tink i'm suffering frm stm seriusly.. i mugged. i sat there being so serius.. forcing myself hard to study lyk a log... if it was for her.she wud jus ask me to add oil n wun ask me to lyk study or wad.cos she ownself alrady giv up on her studies.. but she is diff.cos she wans evry1 to pass.n i noe tad its gd in other way as in.. of cos evry1 noes tad studying mugged 1st den can relax all u wan aft xams rites??? u tink i dunno mehs.. but i lost tad nerve evasince i step onto tis land ok??????? omgs. i'm act crying as i blogged.. i duno y.. budden i relli feel lyk crying.. n usually it doesnt cum out..but tis tym its for real.. i did teared okies.. mayb my heart is too sadd..its broken into pieces.hard to mend bk..
i tink i sumhw lyk her mre than her.. tads y my reaction was lyk so goddam bigg.. n i'm act feeling kinda relli depressed aft wad she said to me okies?? chris, y owaes situation cums when u r not online??? if i dun lyk her tad much i wun feel tad freakin saded rites?? but she doesnt noe n doesnt console me.. tad makes me mre sad.. n e another 1 she nv reply n blahs. i gt a lil upset but kinda 4gts abt it.. n dun feel tad relli heartache.. omgs.wths wrong wif me lahs.. freak.. asshole lahs.. crapp.. hw ahs?????????? omg.i'm so freakin dead le lahs.. mayb wad chris said was rite lohs.. i bgin to start tinking. n started to gt confused..... i nd to tok to sum1!!! can u all pls cum online??????? pet, chris, yanyi, lynette, hueva lahs.. haiz... **sobbs** i duno i dunno i dunno.. i'm so confusedd..
i relli cant study mahs.. i did tried ok.. i sat there n studdy... but nth gets into my head.. i relli did try n study. but seems tad i relli 4gt evryting.. i tink i'm suffering frm stm seriusly.. i mugged. i sat there being so serius.. forcing myself hard to study lyk a log... if it was for her.she wud jus ask me to add oil n wun ask me to lyk study or wad.cos she ownself alrady giv up on her studies.. but she is diff.cos she wans evry1 to pass.n i noe tad its gd in other way as in.. of cos evry1 noes tad studying mugged 1st den can relax all u wan aft xams rites??? u tink i dunno mehs.. but i lost tad nerve evasince i step onto tis land ok??????? omgs. i'm act crying as i blogged.. i duno y.. budden i relli feel lyk crying.. n usually it doesnt cum out..but tis tym its for real.. i did teared okies.. mayb my heart is too sadd..its broken into pieces.hard to mend bk..
what we could have been, 5:02 PM.
